this is not your revolution.

Internet, you should really be glad about how I’m not unloading all of my feelings on you tonight, because let me tell you. through the lens of an entire bottle of wine, sharing feelings seems like a GREAT idea. however, practical experience suggests that bottling up all those feelings about love and falling in and out of love and who you really love and who you want to really love but think you might not anymore and how love is a complicated mess and is really best to have nothing to do with is the best idea. Because the one you have you don’t really have (or won’t soon enough) and you love him, you really do, but there is someone out there, completely beyond your reach forever, that you’ve loved for two years doesn’t matter, and you should forget him, because you should, despite what the song says, love what loves you back, only you’re not sure if that love exists anymore either.

Remember that time I said I wouldn’t unload all my feeling on you? I lied.

Just listen to the song.